So I know God has called me to be an actress. He's spoken to me and to others, and I just know it. And don't get me wrong, it is my passion beyond anything else! I love it so so much, and I can't wait to get more into it.
Today I started thinking about why I wanted to become an actress before I heard from God. Because before I even cared about God I wanted to be an actress. I wanted to get out there and be in films, be on broadway and all that other good stuff. But for some reason i just started wondering, WHY did I want to do this so bad? Why do I want to do this so bad? And, well, I got my answer.
Apart from being an actress, I have always had other dreams. A vet, a forensics specialist, an FBI agent, a profiler for the FBI, a writer, a singer, a dancer, I've always wanted to go back to The Middle Ages. Be a queen, a princess, a servant girl. A kidnap victim. The villain. I've always wanted it all, and I realized, like a slap in the face, an actress gets the chance to do all of that! Someone once told me I was a very diverse actor. I can go from one thing and switch the another as fast as turning a switch on or off. And that is without a doubt on my top list of favorite compliments. Being and actress, I get to experience all of that but still live my life in the world around me. It's an amazing feeling, and I find it so funny that with all of these desires of my heart, God gave me the perfect career for it. <3 He is SO awesome!!! :D
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